The Bipolar Otaku

hmm... never really finished my thoughts about this therapy session today. I mentioned to her about the hand tremor... I guess it wasn't significant enough to be concerned about... I asked her if deja vu was in any way meaningful, and she said it probably wasn't something to worry about. And I mentioned some of the things I was doing for church. She asked me how all my church things were going... and I told her about how I charted out my manias and my depressions and how each major episode significantly alterd my perceptions of God... Of course, as was previously discussed in the about.com forum, it isn't a surprising thing, as many bipolars often find a religous calling during manias. She said during my next normal period, I'll have to decide what I want to believe in. Yeah, I figured as much. Right now, I think I would choose to believe in God.

But I can't believe the insurrance company! My Seroquel dosage requires 2x25mg and 1x100mg tablets. Walgreens had to charge me $20 copays on each dose tablet. $40 for a single prescription! grrr...

Oh yeah, almost forgot that the wife of a guy I know at church (also the mother of one of my friends from high school) passed away this morning. My brother told me about the viewing on Sunday. Can't forget about that.