The Bipolar Otaku

The Random Musings of Dreistul - Slurpees, Fuzzy Bunnies, Anime, and Lithium...

Saturday, November 29, 2003

12:15am

It has been an hour since I took 200mg of Seroquel. Yeah, I'm still at work until 7am, and yeah, I took a pill that might make me drowsy. That's why I only took half the dose and will take the other half later. I'm not exactly sure why took it at all, really. At first I thought it might be because I didn't want to mess up my med schedule. Then I thought, maybe I'm an idiot who will get what he deserves for taking that pill. But I really think I just was afraid - afraid of turning manic. The conditions are right: projects to work on (e.g. robotics), expecting to have to take a leadership role, long work hours, being awake during my normal sleeping period, thinking of things I want (for Christmas and otherwise), small things I want to finish (books and games). Or maybe I'm more scared because I'm not manic already. I should be happier or crazier than I am. But instead, I'm just a bit tired, a little dazed, and pissed that my new pc crashes with certain video files.

posted by JT # 12:46:00 AM

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