The Bipolar Otaku

Everyday at 5:30 or so, I wake up completely renewed.
Everyday at 6:30 or so, I feel energized and ready for
anything.
Everyday at 7:00, I arrive at work.
Everyday by 7:15, I drag myself to the coffeemaker.
Everyday by 7:30, I apply pressure to my temples,
trying to drive away the coming headache.
Everyday by 8:00, I mourn the fact that I left the
bottle of Advil in my car.
Everyday by 9:00, I wish that my muscles would
disappear.
Everyday by 10:00, I finally decide that the pain of
walking out to my car for Advil is worth it.
Everyday by 11:00, I regret ever waking up.
Everyday by 12:00, I regret eating lunch.
Everyday by 1:00, I stare at my watch hoping the time
will move faster.
Everyday by 1:30, I still look at my watch.
Everyday by 2:00, I wonder if my meeting was
cancelled.
Everyday by 2:30, I am disgusted by the horrible
yawning and sighing I do every 5 minutes.
Everyday by 3:00, I ponder going to the pharmacy and
buying some codeine.
Everyday by 4:00, I yearn for bed
Everyday by 5:00, I prepare to smash my head into a
well, until I realize that it's time to go home.
Everyday by 5:30, I get back to the hotel.
Everyday by 6:00, I'm ready for a big dinner.
Everyday by 6:30, I want to go out and do something
exciting.
Everyday by 8:00, I wonder where the pain went.
Everyday by 10:00, I don't feel like going to bed
because there's too much I want to do.
Everyday by 12:00, I decide not to take my Seroquel
again.
Everyday by 1:00, I wonder why I watch TV when nothing
is on.
Everyday by 1:05, I wonder why I started watching TV
again.
Everyday at 1:30, I declare the day a waste and hope
to be renewed in the morning. Lights out.

This isn't a good trend.

posted by JT  # 2:38:00 PM