The Bipolar Otaku

The Random Musings of Dreistul - Slurpees, Fuzzy Bunnies, Anime, and Lithium...

Monday, May 01, 2006

 

Let me be honest

I hate lying. Every time I do it, my guts twist around and my conscience rips me apart.

Hypocrasy is worse. Saying the truth but living the lie. I'd probably feel better having my skin ripped off or nails driven into my head.

But still I lie sometimes. I lie to myself, I lie to others, in my words or in my actions. I twist and distort truths and lead others to do things that they shouldn't, lead them to live my lies.

This just proves my insanity.

But there is hope - change.

Comments:
We all lie on ocasion. I think that those of us that are BP tend to do it more when we are on a Manic cycle. Its just part of the grandeur part of Mania. don't be hard on yourself over it as I think it is a natural part of our Disorder.

BTW I LINKed you on my BLOG
 
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